© Written and Edited - May 9th, 2017 - - 5:04 pm to 5:24 pm
Living on the Edge of a Cliff
Right after November 3rd, I felt like I was living on the edge of a cliff. I couldn't see any kind of future moments in front of me. I couldn't even see a split second into my future let alone days, months, or years.
I don't remember how long this feeling went on for me but at some point one second turned into the next and so on. So even though I was feeling what I was, my being continued to move on from one second or moment to the next.
So I guess in one moment I saw that looking back in the past that there was a future in front of me and time went on. So I guess at some level I realized that time had moved on and would continue to do so.
I don't think that I necessarily saw years or decades in front of me at that point. But I saw seconds pass and move into minutes which turned into hours, then days, months, years, and eventually decades.
So over time I eventually saw that time does go on if I just continue to be. And then as I'm able to go through various time periods I can look back at the past as it relates to the present moment. The present moment was a future one in my past. Now I can see that future periods of time will continue.